Wedding Bells and taking a step back

I hear wedding bells are in the air!!
I got asked to shoot my first wedding!! GULP!! I am so excited and scared at the same time. I have gone through a plethora of emotions as the thought slowly sank in. I corresponded with the bride and found out…
#1. It’s in March 2011 (oh good, I have 6 months to prepare for it)
#2. It’s going to be a small, intimate wedding, just for the family and close friends. (shheeww, not as much pressure as a big wedding will be)
I agreed to do this wedding, and then shot out a couple emails to professional photographers I know to get some tips and advice. I got a range of answers. One told me not to do it, because I wasn’t ready for such an important event, referencing a couple articles for me to read about not shooting weddings until I’m a pro. While, on the other side of the spectrum, others told me to go for it. As well as sharing with me that this is how they started, and gave me some tips, for which I am grateful.
After reading the article, Three Reasons You’re Not Ready To Shoot A Wedding – And One Way To Fix It: by Angelo Stavrow, I began to rethink my decision. I went back to the bride to emphasize that I am not a professional and I can’t guarantee quality. I told her I had a friend who was a pro who I could refer her to. She assured me that she wanted me to do her wedding!! Therefore, we are on!! I am shooting my first wedding in March! Pray for me!! 
I, also, just found out that I am getting a flash for my birthday!! Time to go cyber shop.
I will fill you all in on that adventure…
On another note….
I have been feeling overwhelmed lately. My life as a wife to a very busy husband, with two demanding jobs and he has to manage chronic pain everyday; and a mother of two blessings; one being a special needs son who has many needs including being taken from Dr apt to Dr. apt, and therapy; and a very active, into everything, 2 year old son…keeping me pretty busy. Oh, and a house I attempt to keep clean and fail at regularly. All that to say…
I am starting to think I may have tried to bite off more than I can chew with my pursuit of becoming a professional photographer…AT THIS TIME. Don’t get me wrong, that is still my ambition; I just think it is going to take me longer than I thought it initially would. Right now, I will still shoot and edit when I can, and any one who wants me to photograph them, I will willingly accept…knowing I need the practice. But I am thinking I will be able to give more attention and time to following my dream of going pro once Levi (the 2 yr old) starts school.
In the mean time, I will continue to update you on what I am learning and posting some of my picture.
Thanks for reading!! More to come!!!
Kim (Future Photographer)

Here's all I had time for today!

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